Always loving you...It gives me sense of "agreement" and "acceptance" of the fact that you are THERE, as life on this planet is sometimes (often???) a f...g sheet and hardship of various kind. At least you do not have to deal with the reality as it is theses days...
You are free and do not have to go to work and spend most of the day every day with people who are...(ha ha ha...you know Darling what I mean... we have spent hours talking about it weekly lol). You don't have to worry about mortgage, bills, debts on credits cards....Who knows, maybe the 3rd World War is on the way, as watching news daily and observing what's happening with human (???) kind and what's going on this planet...so b...y depressing.
Well, but me and Matthew miss your company, your friendship, love, our outings, our walks here and there, our evenings together, our hugs, kisses and cuddles, our time in the garden. We both miss your voice, your laughter, your so well spoken English, your sense of humor. I try not to think about you too much daily though Love. Please forgive me, but thinking about you and knowing the reality is too painful theses days...
...and Matthew...such a Super Star and Sun-Shine in every aspect. I would not survive this f....g permanent separation with you without him...No diamonds, gold, silver or any other treassures in the world is more precious than he is to me. Thanks to YOU my Love..:) Rest in Peace Peter...and don't forget me and Matthew are here...always loving you. xxxxxxx H&M