Hi Peter...
It is just unbelievable...tomorrow morning at about 10.05 it will be 4 years since God has invited you to his everlasting, eternal kingdom...Our son is nearly as long without you and only with his mummy as he was happily surrounded by presence and loving care of his both parents...
None of your "friends" cares about me and our son any longer, none even those you have considered most of your life to be your best friends...Fuck them!... Our life is full of challenges of all kind more or less non stop...but that is nothing new for me...I am used to...Well, what can't kill you, will make you stronger...
The paths God leads his flock towards the sainthood are so unpredictable and often full of...s...t. Never mind...There is also some love and faith and hope here and there to be found alongside the pains....
Thank you my Darling for the biggest gift you (and God) have given to me eve - our Son Matthew...such a treasure...Everything else has only a secondary or even smaller meaning...the house, the car, the job, the money....
We love you Peter with all our broken hearts...Hanna & Matthew