Memories...
All that we have..
Not good enough!!!!
It is not the purpose I have married you! I did it as I wanted to have a happy family for us both and our child / children, because that was something I I didn't have myself during my childhood.
If I could predict that my child will have to grow up without his loving dad and that I would have to live as a widow from age 39 onwards I would never get married and have child. The biggest desire of every normal woman... Now me and Matthew are paying the price for a little bit of love and normality in our life that we have had when you were around Peter!!!